Here i lie, awake in my bed
I'm rolling around thoughts streaming through my head.
You're what I think about, day in and day out-
Not having you with me makes me want to shout.
So I'll cry and I'll scream again and again,
But I'll let out these feelings through paper and pen.
I sure hope you can hear me, where ever you are;
Since all this writing won't get me that far.
Yet here I still lie, half awake in my bed.
I miss you so much; although now you're dead.
I do really regret not saying goodbye,
And acting as though I've moved on is all just a lie.
So I'll cry and I'll scream again and again,
But I'll let out these feelings through paper and pen.
I sure hope you can hear me, where ever you are;
Since all this writing won't get me that far.
I just want you to know that I find it unfair-
One minute you're with me; the next you're not here.
Memories of you still linger, and run through my head.
I still feel you here with me, but i guess i'm misled.
This was a poem/song which i wrote a couple of years back after my Nannu died. These words hold feelings i still have till today and i guess they're all I have to say for today. You don't know what you've got untill it's gone so don't take things or people forgranted..
To my dearest Nanna and Nannu, who i miss greatly. I'll never forget you or let you go!
Peace and Love,
Torii xo
